CreeperTier

hi .... ? i bet u all thought i was dead lmfao (i am dead tbh) my friends and i on discord were talking abt our dA's and i decided to log into here and say hi i hope u all are doing well and happy im currently happily dying in uni but yeah,,,, luv u all <3

didnt think i would actually do this haha; but yup im leaving. ive made plenty of good friends on here that i feel like have changed me for the better. 3 years on this website aah time does fly tbh. thank you all for putting up with my dumbness. i never realy thought i would actually leave here permanently, but as time has gone by recently ive realized that dA isnt something i'll probably be using in the future. making a comeback onto here won't happen forsure as ive just lost interest in the website in general. i'm still on tumblr though, ive basically just moved onto there and twitter. its literally all kpop so you might not wanna follow

trigger warning: mention suicide/self harmjust incase back on new year's day i ended up scaring a whole bunch of people by posting up a suicide not on tumblr and facebook before i left off to go and try and run in front of a car and get myself hit. my parents found me before i did any serious damage to myself and i ended up in the hospital for a couple of days due to my friends calling the police. within the short time i spent in the mental health ward at the hospital it was interesting, i felt somewhat safe but scared while staying there... more or less i felt numb to the entire thing. while there i was finally able to get some professiona